The American Dream
Today I walked in the woods. It wasn't far from the hubbub of the city. If I paused to stand instead of walk, then the space left by the clunking of my hiking boots was quickly filled with the ocean-like constancy of traffic in the distance. This didn't bother me though. I know where I live, in the city. I just wanted a momentary reprieve to think. We're considering buying a house. More accurately, we're planning on it. I'm torn between competing values. The value to own something - put my hands in earth that belongs to me, look out across a field or even just a 10 sq. ft. picket-lined area and know it is mine. The other value is that I not fritter my life away with the incessant checkpoints of a 21st century life. I know this is the next step in many ways. Marriage, kids, a home, etc. I don't just want to avoid it because it's the obvious one. I want to avoid it because I don't want to change. I think of myself owning and becoming a slave to debt, b...